Time
Being on a college campus, the one thing I hear a lot is
“Well, I would, but I don’t have TIME.”
And more often than not, I’m the one saying it. Whether it's hanging out with
someone or needing to finish an assignment, I find myself wanting more TIME to do whatever it is that needs
done.
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We meditated at the end of my class yesterday, and while
that sounds kind of funny (it was) the message was clear that we as a society
are always on the run and rarely have TIME
to just sit. Or just sit and think. Heck, I’ve read lots of research this
semester on many families and their hectic lifestyles, running from ballet
practice to ballgames to school concerts, and it seems that plenty of people
find themselves wanting more TIME to
themselves, more TIME to sit and think.
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As I’m nearing the end of my first semester of my junior
year of college, I’m having to start thinking about what I want to do with
myself upon graduating. I’ve thought about what job opportunities I could
pursue or what more schooling I could undertake. While that might seem late for
someone to be pondering their future, it is. I find myself wanting more TIME to figure it out.
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But at the same TIME,
I also don’t want more TIME. I don’t
want to sit and think; I get too anxious. I want to figure out what my future
holds; I want to be there already. I want to be in the future where my decisions
are made, and where my priorities (and a job would be nice) are set in stone.
Realizing that I can’t do this until I build my DeLorean, I need to take stock
in the present.
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My dad likes repeating the quote, “I don’t like thinking
about the past. There’s no future in it.” So I guess the present gets lost in
that shuffle. A lot of what I deal with in working in with sports is looking ahead to future
games or seasons, but what about today’s practice? Today’s game? We may not
have all the TIME in the world, but
there’s no sense in looking past that which we’ve been given.